Wednesday, July 19, 2006

don't blame me for blogging too much today cuz i simply can't help it!!! im itching to occupy myself in doing something to stop me from all foolish thoughts! my imagination is running so damn wild now! hopes and wishes for all unhappiness to come to an end.

there's this person whom i used to trust. but after all these incidents, i can't trust her like before. i'm afraid. i'm terrified. i don't want to be deceived by her. she's a real good listener, but... life is full of uncertainties. you never know what is going to happen next. she has never leaked out anything i've told her, but it's her lies that scares me most. the people she hangs around were the ones who used to betray me and she lied to be because of them. UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED!!!

i'm thinking of you in the day, dreaming of you in the night... you were the one that's flashing in my mind all day long. i'm sorry. but i can't help it. i just simply love you too much. just to let you know... you have done certain things[whether or not you are aware] that breaks my heart.

to: the god
if you are able to hear my cries, see my tears and feel my pain, please come to my aid. i really need you now. i really need some enlightenment! everyone has changed. everything is turning upside down.

I TRUST THE GOD!!!

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