Wednesday, August 30, 2006

went school as usual. had chemistry practical exam and i think i did almost everything horribly... i'm only proud of my titration and the rest seems to make me lose confidence in getting my dream results... it's so damn disheartening.

went back to class and miss ong continued teaching. we had a class test on integration and i'm planning to flunk it. anyway... it's not the first time i've done badly for my class tests already. get used to it and everything will be alright.

had extra time for recess cuz the test ate up some time. went back to class and chatted for the rest of the day. the teacher's weren't teaching... mrs lim let us off early. got changed and slacked in school for a while and went lot1 to meet gera at the arcade. nannette came then we all went westmall. saw jielun. joanne and peggy were there too. left to buy food then went to watch 'click'. sort of funny, but some parts were quite bored. overall was not bad, cuz the show made me cry. i'm just emotional...

went back with shar after the movie. it was so damn cold man. walked in the rain and got myself real wet. anyway, walking in the rain was superb. it feels as though all your unhappiness are being washed away. no sadness, no worries. nothing at all. the only thing you feel is RELAX...

seriously... i don't know what's going on with me this few days. i've been kind of weird for some reasons. perhaps people have never noticed. maybe i really could hide it well or it maybe SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST TOTALLY INSENSATIVE!!! sometimes i really wonder. what in the world am i living for...? i want to run away from all these stuff. i'm tired...

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