Friday, August 11, 2006

5 days never update, so i'll just summarise my programmes...

sunday, 6 august 2006
studied at mac.
bing, gera, shar, jo, rong, cherie, jenneth, caiyan, jing ni and me were there.
caiyan and jing ni went tuition.
studied until about 6++pm, everybody became restless.
played murderer.
tina and xue er came at the late evening and left with gera and rong.
we continued playing until 8pm then went home.
shar and jo tok mrt.
me sent bing home.
cherie very man! helped jenneth take file... LOL!!!

monday, 7 august 2006
lessons until 2:20pm. no english mock test.
went lot1 with bing and rong.
then headed to bing house.
watched 'e mo zai shen bian'.
rong is stone-hearted... never cry at all. so sad can???
then went teck whye mac to meet gera to study.
i went to see my dear counsellor and went home.
reached home and my parents not at home === i can go mac find them!!!
bathed and ate dinner.
went teck whye mac!!!
saw peirong and shimei.
studied halfway then started naming the shops that can be found at shopping malls.
then went back at around 11pm.
idiot! saw cockroach and i jumped! i'm borned to be afraid of that 6-legged thing. can't blame me...
sent bing home and went home.

tuesday, 8 august 2006
tina never go school.
rong and me went school reluctantly cuz of the chemistry mock test.
had a simple ceremony to celebrate national day...
no lesson but we had to draw something about singapore.
i was sleeping throughout...
school ended at 10am.
rong and me quickly ran out. we skipped chemistry again!
went home.
was talking on phone with bing and i had gastric problem. i'm weak!
she damn heartless. don't want go bus stop fetch me despite my pathetic state...
anyway. i manage to 'crawl' my way home.
saw miss ng!
reached home and was forced to eat. so i ate a slice of cheese.
received a call from gera to get her a pink file. ran down and rushed home.
hungry. found mango cake and ate half of it.
threw everything out.
bathed and went to meet rong.
went arcade then gera came.
met up with ade then bing.
lunched at suki.
ended up naming mrt stations... lol!
went far east and heeren.
caiyan came and we went marina square to watch the fireworks.
damn nice...
bought food from 7-eleven then sat on the floor to eat...
no choice. can't find any available seats.
left marina square at almost 11pm[i think].
sent bing home and went home.
mum was a little unhappy with me, but she kept quiet.
bathed and went to bed.

wednesday, 9 august 2006
dad woke me up at 9am!
have to go uncle's house to pay respects to ancestors.
i was damn tired so i told him i don't want to go.
he got mad and started threatening to ground me.
pissed, so i got up and bathed.
he was still scolding.
i was totally on 'fire' and shoouted back at him.
quarrel slowly led to a fight...
aiya! whatever!!!
relatives started nagging at me, wanting me to make peace with dad.
they helped to put in lots of good words for me infront of him to cool him down.
at least he didn't scold me there.
but we both were like so 'si ai mian zi', so didn't talk to each other.
i continued to have fun with my cousins and took a little nap.
went home at 11pm.
bathed and went to my room.

i seriously hate people threatening me!!! stop interfering with what i'm doing can? i do things my own way... not happy then don't see. your sarcastic comments are not needed... FUCK OFF!!!

thursday, 10 august 2006
woke up with a bad stomachache.
can't get to sleep after that, so i msg bing to ask her about the day's programme.
felt better and managed to get some sleep.
got a call from bing at 10:45am. she say they were supposed to meet at 11am.
wth... she just woke up too. and she realised that she forgot to tell me the meeting time... LOL!!!
then she called gera and called me back.
gera just woke up too.
got out of my bed, wash up, bathed and i was ready at 11:15am.
ate my maggi mee and mango cake while waiting for bing's call.
went out at about 11:40am to meet bing then go meet gera, tina and jo in 975.
went jurong east to meet rong and zoe.
took mrt to bugis.
shopped halfway and felt my stomach pricking.
rested then weiting and kailin came.
beared with the pain for quite a long time and i finally can't hold it anymore.
so rong and jo accompany me to the taxi stand and took care of me.
went home safely...

mummy is heartless!
she don't let me see doctor...
rong they all were like scaring me with illnesses like stomach ulcers and all that but yet mum don't care...
wth! the pain nearly took k...

our conversation goes like that...
me: ma. bring me to the doctor...
mum: don't waste money lah. the cab fare have eaten $13.40 out of my purse.
me: but can't you see that i'm in sever pain...
mum: a little pain won't kill you.
me: but i'm dying!
mum: i'll bring you to the hospital when you are really dying.

can anyone belive that mummy actually said all these???

anyway...
i want to thank:
rong and jo for sending me to the taxi stand and taking care of me
tina for the panadol
bing and gera for supporting me
and everyone who cared for me...

guys. i'm sorry that i couldn't watch the movie with all of you...

today, 11 august 2006
today is miss ang's last day in regent.
hope she'll be well in whatever she'll be doing in the future.
school ends at 12:45pm. gera was waiting for us outside the school.
she's seldom so sweet... haha.
ate lunched in school then went teck whye.
chatted at the playground near bing's house then went up her house.
shar came.
chatted, slept then watch video from youtube.
left bing's house with shar at 7pm.
sent shar to lrt station and went home.

i'm glad!!! got A1 for chinese...
i didn't expect myself to get an A for chinese.
wow... thank god!
at least i have proven my worth to my dad.
i'm going to get more As to prove him wrong!

haiz...
though i'm happy over my results, there's still something bothering me.
why can't i just put the weight down?
where are you???!!!
i need a hug!!! i want to cry...
i've been supressing my emotions for a long time.
i want to let everything go...

seriously---

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