Saturday, September 16, 2006

i slept at 3:30am last night cuz i was busy studying. actually i was really damn tired and i wanted to sleep, but my sister was still feeling cold, so she didn't turn on the air-con. and that made me stay up till so late. had a hard time falling asleep then...

had to meet gera, rong, tina and jo at 7am to go jwss to watch the frisbee thing. supposed to wake up at 6am, but i overslept. i shut my ear to everything around me until i received tina's call at 6:25am... she told me that she had just woken up. thanks to her, i managed to rush everything and made it on time to meet rong. gera said her mum told her not to go out so early, so she didn't meet us. saw bing they all waiting for 2 other guys. jo came and we all left for jwss together. tina was damn late, so we left without her.

the game was fun actually, but was sort of rough. saw some of the guys playing dirty tricks and some nearly got into a fight... kss was the champion team.

went ljs at jp for lunch. then went arcade. i almost fell asleep while waiting for the house of the dead4... shopped awhile then studied at jp mac. took 180 to gera house to bring brian out to meet baby. haha. a matchmaking session!!! but i went home, didn't get a chance to see the procedures... lol.

i'm going to study like a nerd for this few days. i swear i must get into sajc!!! i'm ignoring all other matters now just for my ideal results... i know i'm bad. and i'm feeling so darn guilty for neglecting 5-someZ recently. i've not been hanging out alot with them[other than studying] for quite some time already. i'm sorry peeps... guess i'll be like that until the end of the major exams. you guys might have thought that i don't like to be with 5-someZ anymore right??? but that's definitely not the case. pardon me for these 2 months. and we'll all go mad together after that k???

so cold

so empty

so lost

it's shivering

it's groaning

it's dead

hopeless

meaningless

lifeless

bring back all my dreams

give me my hope

let me see my future

let it be alive, ONCE AGAIN...

8:00 PM ;