Monday, September 25, 2006

i woke up super late this morning and i rushed everything in 15minutes. i was late anyway. tina waited for me again... sky was so damn black when i stepped out of my house.
weather bad = mood bad
it started pouring when i reached cck. took 302 to yt meet the rest and changed to 307. rong and li were late, so we went off first. jo and me ended up hitting each others head again. lame... but it was fun. haha. luckily school gates will be shut at 7:45am on rainy days. the prefects are so damn good... they were standing outside the school gate with umbrella. they even sent it across the road!!! thanks!!!

went back to class... saw sally sng on our way.
sally sng = bad luck
first lesson had to go chemistry lab for titration. idiot... had to do a total of 6 titrations and i broke a 10ml measuring cylinder. i had to pay $1... haha. went back to class for mrs lim's lesson. i knew it spelt doom. she gave back our prelim papers.
paper1: 16/40
paper2: 35/80
paper3: 16/30
overall: 45%
conclusion: FAILED!!!
reflections: I STUDIED!!! I STUDIED REAL HARD FOR THIS PAPER!!! SERIOUSLY...
this proved that my physics concept is really bad. i'm not giving up!!! i'll persevere!!! i'll score!!!
chatted all the way until recess. miss ong's lesson after that. she gave back our e-maths paper1. i got 40/80!!! i didn't expect myself to get so low for this paper. it's easy k. guess why did i got so low???
simply because...
I MADE LOTS OF CARELESS MISTAKES!!! 18POINTS LOST DUE TO MY CARELESSNESS!!!
history lesson was next. mrs chong wasn't in school. so we ended up chatting in the small room. we even bought drinks from the vending machine outside. lol... went back to class and mdm juliana returned our paper3. i passed!!! 22/40. though it's not my ideal score, but it really motivates me. at least i could pass, and i will aim higher for the actual o'levels practical...

changed and waited for bing in her class. she had to finish her essay. then we went yt mac study. then bing went her god-mother's house after awhile. left jo, rong and me... finally we managed to change our seats. haha. then we played the head whacking game again. no cars, so we hit when we see anyone who wore red, orange or green entering mac. lol... then i went home at around 6:40pm.

bathed and ate my dinner. had a little argument with my parents again!!! idiot... accused me for something i've never done!!! hate it...!!! i was damn angry can... argh!!! don't wish to write about this.

i must say... today is really a bad day for me. nothing seems to go well. tomorrow will be a better day...

i knew you lied

but i chose to believe you

i started running

to turn myself away from everything

i closed my eyes

to hide myself from the reality

i shutted my ears

so that i can never hear a single truth

i began crying

hoping to drown all my sorrows

and i believed you lies

is all because...

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